11.18.2007
1 MONTH 3 DAYS later...
It s been 1 month and 3 days of complete freedom or another way of looking at it would be unemployment. has it been fun, well, not really, the first few days for me were great, a feeling of accomplishment ran thru me. Realizing that for the last few years i worked really hard and accomplished a few things I wanted too get done, but after this goes away(not completely) but just enough to forget about it and all your friends you call are busy at work, things get really boring. I mean have you watched tv during the day, horrible, but that will be a whole other topic of discussion. After you vaccum and dust and clean the kitchen your day becomes really boring. See Im an early riser, I get up every morning by 8am and get all the stuff that I thought I need to get down by noon. Yeah, I read and yeah I play on the internet, and ofcoarse view all 49 blogs on my list, yep I have 49 of them, the day goes by real slow. I guess what I am trying to say is that I enjoy a hard days work, I never would of thought I'd be saying that, I mean I always have, but I really figured it out. I have a problem feeling accomplished on a daily if Im not working. Laziness is not my thing and neither is being so bored that I just stay signed on to myspace all day. I'm ready to get back into the game.
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wow. u took the words right out my mouth. i am so bored on a day-to-day basis that i just create things to do. things really that won't do anything for me, except improve upon my skills...whether its on photo shop, or writing. i never thought i'd say that i miss working. and i'm sure once i get my next job, i'll probably say, "damn, wish i didn't have to work." it's a never-ending cycle.
honestly... I have not had a "job" since July and I FULLY understand what your talking about. But at the same time, I'm enjoying the flexibility with my new freedom but I defiantly miss the consistency of those checks, the ease of DR. visits, and some sort of a schedule to keep me on point and disciplined. Now I wish I can say I wake up at 8am... more like 10.. but I'm trying to change that.
im not sure if employed ppl r allowed 2 comment or not(lo) but i think breaks r great. we need 2 stop sometimes and be still. we need 2 refresh and recharge and regain perspective. it seems like when ur working on one thing there r a million other things u want 2 do, u should b doing, or that present themselves and b4 u know it theres not enough time n the day. so it seems stressful at the time, but its only preparation 4 ur next big accomplishment.
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